Seriously, I get so grumpy these days.
Like yesterday I had my English paper for SPM I couldn't think of the word to be used so I just used a simpler word instead. And wth I remember it now. Why didn't the word fly into my head yesterday. So pokerfac-ing.
And yesterday I wanted to blog with my device but mum was using pps I guess, couldn't download! Ish now I lose all my stories to be blogged. So pokerfac-ing.
I didn't manage to get a good night sleep. So pokerfac-ing.
The next paper will be Sejarah I & II + Accounts II. Can I not study? Cause it's so pokerfac-ing!
You'll see me in a pokerface for the whole day hahahaa.
Oh there's a new app from Singapore I love it so much! The app looks very trendy and smart hahaha. The app itself is trendy LOL. Wait till I change my phone I'm gonna use it alright.
Ok let's talk about the two papers I had. BM was ok if my karangan is ok. And that depends on my marker. English was ok too but I guess my story isn't really suitable? And paper 2 was like zzz. Pokerfac-ing. Pray pray pray pray hard I'll get a kind-hearted marker and pray hard for the graph to be lower this year, I still want my bursary :(
Oh, I got 15k from Sunway. Please convince me to go ._. Still in an undecided state. I couldn't see my future yet!
Oh yeah I miss xjs so much. Like I said the another day it has been one year. I want to meet them so badly! Seriously when I meet them I can forget about everything in the moment, at least I won't think of the matters happening in my life. Cause it's so relishing to be with them mamamamama SPM please end fast!!!
Oh erm I'm gonna strive hard for the big big day. I'm going back with dignity B) I don't think my intention is right. My motivation source sounds so evil and black and.. whatever. But that managed to push me forward so just keep with it. There's no wrong, I'll just keep quiet :x And I'm good at keeping quiet.
Wooo ok I'm gonna sleep for a few minutes more then I'll move on for my studies.
Goodbye!