Tuesday 29 January 2013

Determination

微不足道的小事都支撑不了,当初学来的耐力、毅力、恒心,全都哪儿去了?
曾经引以为傲的学记精神,差点跟不上它的脚印了。精神随着学记证上的日期过期变质了?

做了才懂得后悔,虽然还不完全是无法挽回的地步,总是这样处理事情的方法我看不过眼。
原则被不知名的恶魔侵蚀,恒心也被吞没,久而久之啥都会化成尘沙,半点不留。

口口声声、字字砸地的虚言,须凭着那颗还燃烧者炽热的心,竭力实现。
不允许后悔这词再浮现。

捍卫原则的路,没有捷径。

It's never an easy task, it'll never be one.

Wednesday 23 January 2013

You think I have the mood to think of a title?

Why did I change my mind?

The moment I don't have a platform to express my thoughts, since my mum is monopolying the line to download her bloody movies -.- Dafuq. And yet I've to endure all these!
Despite having the accumulating homeworks I've to do those unnecessary stuff.
And now I miscounted. Not really. I did not leave enough space for my bitchy penggajian table now I've to erase it all do again fark! WHY MAKE LIFE SO MISERABLE WHICH BLOODY FELLA DAMN YOU SHIT.
.....
Fine. I just have to endure and endure and endure. Endurance decides my sleeping time -.- I'm a ninja B| I can do it mm hmm. Fark you all out there free like hell.

Eh lines, you think I've that plenty of time to erase y'all one by one ah? Get lost la! Get lost from my sight!

____________________________________

Kay now I've actually done with it lol.
And a lil small incident happened which made me go ....................
I really dk what to say but just ?#&@&!_-!&@(#($%($(#^!%!-!%#&#:#&@ and ..............................................

.......................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................

I don't want like that lehhhh............................

Like what that person did last time ._.

............................................................................................................................................................................................

Fine.
Carefree.

Sunday 13 January 2013

NNC · 110113 · XJ · 130113

No words can describe them. D:
Pre-script: This post will be a super long one wanna read or not up to you lah! Cause I don't wish to forget any single detail :3
I thought it would just be another normal birthday I had like in the pass fifteen years. Unexpectedly I got lots of blessings and loves!

I shall start my story.

100113

As usual I was having Alex's and Edward's class la. And I admit that when Hui Shan and I was having Add Maths we talk a lot about Le Yang. Quite a lot yi xia la. LOL.
Then during Physics Kae Lin came. But she seemed nothinggggg only D: Kept asking me to buy sweets for her LOL. Ok la I knew she knew one. So I acted stupid also lor. XD
About half an hour before Physics class ended Hui Shan randomly took my phone don't know wanna do what. I thought she wanna read my texts or what la.. but I know she wouldn't la heheee xD
I peeked at what she was doing but she refused to let me see wor. OH HOR. I GET DAO WHAT SHE WANNA DO DY. Ok I continue act stupid. If not I'll disappoint her. I get dao only but I still don't know what she wanna do okay lololol.
So I went home, did Add Maths homework, cause I planned not to sleep already one xD I was expecting people to call me HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Then Jean texted me before 12. woohoo B)

110113

Then I was doing Add Maths lor. Didn't realise it was already 11+ lor. Then my phone rang lor. Peanut called lor. I saw the time, OH HOR. LAI LIAO LAI LIAO. Then blow water blow water but at the same time phone was vibrating like hell. Hui Shan's pre-set alarm rang HAHAHAH.
Kae Lin called too but too bad I was on a phone call takkanlah I say, oioi I hang up ah! VAIVAI. Wah so mean. So after I finished blowing water I gave her a text asking her to call back HAHAHAHA.
So she called back, wished and thing lor :D SHE REALLY GOT MY HEART ONE LEH HAHAHAHA.
Then Edwin texted me teeheeeeee. Not bad leh! Wished me at twelve. Not bad xia lar xD
Then Toh Thiam Kee texted. I don't know why I call him TTK cause calling his surname seems too formal, calling his name seems too.. weird pulak. LOL.
HE GOT MY HEART ALSO LEH SO MANY YEARS ALREADY STILL REMEMBER. He promised me he would wish me at twelve. Ok lor he did :) That Su Guan really forgot liao de lah I think. Same day also forgot. cheh! I didn't wish him also hahahaha.
Owh I forgot one thing. I got 7 missed calls after I hung up my phone o.o I called Le Yang back asking him to call back later cause.. I haven't reply all the texts HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE I don't know why I feel bad now. But nvm lah! He said he wanna take his iPad or what also. Good lor. No feel bad liao.
Then Guang Ye kept on calling cause he couldn't reach me. At last he got it sosososososo initially they said they wanna come to Sban on Friday wa. But they didn't lo. Ok lo. I was disappointed. =3=
Jiang dao this one Jay Jie said he wanna come also. Eat shit la. Bluff me one. Ning Yi also! He said he asked Hui Shan a what a. ALL LIAR. NO USEEEEEE DFAHSJKFALKSJDFHLAKDSFH.

write dao here I'm lazy to write dy -.- nvm I continue :( who knows, maybe someone out there very interested of my story. LOL

Aiya straight write what happened in school lar. After recess we were waving the retired teachers goodbye then Cheryl was so angry she came to me saying that a junior scolded her or something I didn't care aout what happened la actually I was thinking how to cheer her up only. Then we went up together we played the court game outside the class LOL. I didn't realize they were actually getting the surprise ready. I was the lawyer who fought for Cheryl ok! Kinda fun. Cause we spoke in Cantonese. Sounded so cacat HAHAHA.
Then don't know when Divyaa came up Yen Shin stood in the middle of us then both of her gave her a kiss on each side of her cheek. I didn't know that was to delay the time. 
After that we walked into the class together la. Divyaa was beside me then.. THEY WERE IN TWO LINES CLAPPING AND SINGING HB SONG O.O THEN I SAW THE CAKE. WAAAAAAAAAA I DIDN'T REALIZE LEH. The most awesome thing was Belinda actually knocked mine and Divyaa's head together LOL. I don't know why I see this silly thing as awesome, but it is lah!
After eating we decided to give some of the cake to Pn Rohana so we took two slices and went down. That chou Jean kept on asking me to give it to Ah Bock gor. I don't want lah! So embarrassing!
Pn Rohana wasnt there so we saw Ah Bock gor. Chou Jean said: You're left with only one choice. _)(*&^%$#@$%^%$#@!~!!!!!!!
We gave it to Pn Fadzilah lah lolol. Then we wanna give it to Mrs Lui but so lucky that daibo Siti Noraini was there. OH SHIT. So we snuck to her place gave it to her, daibo saw and yelled at us. LOL. Mrs Lui kinda like protected us and let us go LOL.
Oh and, Rachel gave me caramal chocolate. I SUPER LIKE LEH. SIBEH TASTY ALSFHSFHASKDFJHAUE.
Yiwen gave me a spongebob metal keychain. I LOVE METAL KEYCHAINS. Cause it matches my Mickey Mouse keychain xD and I remember Hui Shan got a Spongebob boxer from her hahah!

Then I went back home I checked my phone I saw a text from Chui Ting! OMO THIS IS XJ LOVE :3 and I got one from Winnie too teeheeeeee :D

I took a nap in the afternoon cause I stayed up so late last night, but when I was sleeping I remember I had Line texts. Then I peeked it was that sheep so I.. ignore lah! wake up only reply. HAHAHAHAHA PAISEH HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Then I got a call. Call woh. Cannot ignore one. Then I mong mong dong dong picked up I also dk what I said but it was Jiarong Shandy and Jieshen. So touched leh cause I didn't expect them to call! After that I on instagram I saw jiarong posted a photo to wish me. WALAO O.O <3 nbsp="nbsp" p="p">Zhen wen called too! I didnt expect him to remember wahahahaa.
Oh! Before that Jay Jie called. We talked for a while la. He said he wants to celebrate for me on Sunday evening. But he just got back to Sban wor. Ok lor fang guo ta. Owe me one present. WAHAH. and I asked him about huiqi he bia foul words. LOL. for twice o.o
Shara accidentally called me also. So she accidentally wished me hb again. LDM.
There's a number showing on my phone, called at 11pm. I forgot who leh. Mei you cun zai gan de ren, paiseh lah!

120113

Then I called ChaYi at 12:07am. HAHAHA. Her voice in the phone sounds so sweet o.o Kinda attractive o.o OHNO I BUKAN LESBO HOR. She said she didn't expect me to call wor. Second to call somemore o.o haiyo I got heart maaaaaa
And that Huishan sa sa di wished me at the last minute hahahaha! She wanna be special ma she like lo!
Nothing special la on 12th.

130113

This morning I was so high already cause Le Yang promised to give me present. He shouldn't tell ma right =3= Nvm lah still got a culture shock. LOL.
So I went to baoguan, the moment I open the door straight see that sheep's face. Culture shock. HAHAHA. Ok then the first thing I knew was Yeen Cheok and yao mei yi are the secretaries. O.O HA HA. I didn't say anything a xD

Jie Shen gave me a big bag. Inside was the 很出名的日本koala bear! HAHAHAHAH. I just like to add 很出名的日本whatever on japan cartoons. Once I saw this in Tesco I like the container so much but it was kinda useless so I didn't buy. BUT I REALLY LIKE THE CONTAINER! Idk why o, every present I received is what I like, frequency sama I think. HAHAHAH.

Then...Rocky came. I was sitting with KahYin that squirrel he asked us to go over. Then of course lah I ignored him HAHAHAHAHA. KELIAN. He came to us then he gave me a book lor. I didn't he'll give me also leh AHAHAHAH. I forced him to write something on the book, time and sign etc. Those are important la right! When you look back you'll think of those memories ahahahah.

Guangye gave me a surprise too wahahha! Peanut just randomly called me to go into the toilet then i saw guangye with his gardenia vanilla flavoured bread with a candle on top. I ZADAO GAOGAO O.O blow dy then i eat then he took a Secret Recipe chocolate fudge cake then.. ok liao lor not so zadao dy ahaahha! he scared waipin hapcou at the same time AHHAHAHA! so i quickly went out after eating LOL.

oh btw that bitchy Ah Sheng didn't come wor! but he left his present to haha zi kang huishan passed to me lor. it was with a mbo card he sent a long text bla bla bla so touching sia :D but in the end didn't get to watch. bu yao jiang liao -.- so sad -.- fahrenheit's first album leh! <3 p="p">
Then then then! We were eating in fei chai Peanut they all bought cake for us WAHAHAHAH! surprised lor. didnt expect it lor. and that hs said she knew everything wor! ekfjahlkshflkufhdifa!!! that cake ended up with me. havent eat yet leh. hahahahha.

then ahar. we squeezed in leyang's car. peanut hs chayi yeen cheok yoong sheng run long walao -_____- LONG LEG JIU SHI NOT GOOD DE!

HEN SIEN LEH I DONT FEEL LIKE TYPING ANYMORE -.- nvm one last thing. 

Then I didn't get to watch lor. Gek si wo lor. -.- Have to go home lor. When I was in Leyang's car I wanted to play my fahrenheit album so i crawled into the bonet i saw ipad. HAAHAHAHAHA. took a long time in there actually i was taking my own pics. HAHAHAHAHAH!!! dk whether he realized by now or not.
so he gave me a 570 grey calculator o.o SUPER CULTURE SHOCK O.O STRAIGHT YELLED WALAO ON THE PHONE LOL. But i like la cause since last year he was telling that calculator is good he likes it what what what so.. now im gonna use that HAHAHA. till college leh! no battery dy i'll change battery i wont buy a new one ady ahhahhaha.

Ok lah end of my story lah too long dy no mood to write dy.

vaivai lah. 

photos upload on instagram lah! ahahahaa

Thursday 10 January 2013

Ass Pee Am

Still in consideration on whether to take Chinese as my extra subject or not.
Despite having Accounts on my shoulders should I take one extra to balance both of my shoulders?

Malaysia's Educational Concept. WOW AWESOME.
-I didn't say anything-

In fact, tonnes of homework awaiting me to complete'em. I'm just reluctant to cut off my personal enjoyment time. Ok. Here comes a real poker face of mine.   -.-

So if I decided to go with Chinese in my Ass Pee Am, I completely know that I'll have to boost up my shitty writing skills, and my understanding ability in Gu Wen too. Here comes another poker face. -.-
Oh and, I've to memorize hundreds of idioms and sayings or whatever it is called in English, which I won't be using for the rest of my life. Maybe just being a better person for understanding them? Do I look like I'm gonna use them in my daily conversations? Maybe I will. When I'm having monologue. 

But if I gave it up, I am afraid that I might regret for my silly decision. Silly or not it's not now to know. In fact not having straight A's is not a big matter? But of course being a straight A's student feels and even sound better la. 
I'm too realistic.

Will it be really that hard for at least an A- for Chinese? I don't wish to drop it but I'm slowly seeing it as a burden. Paying extra effort for an extra subject which I don't have faith in. Good luck.

No matter what I've to come out with a decision. Registration will be soon. Just wishing that I could make up my mind as soon as possible. 


Oh. This is my habit. Gonna ditch it someday.