My Bucket List

This entry has been planned for so long cause it's considered heavy and important to me! These are the goals and experiences I would wanna have so badly D; And some I would want my future bf to join me <3.<3 hahahaha!
I consider myself as an adventurous person, am I? Not those wild stuff but just to try out thrilling activities hahaha. And my bucket list includes my interests!
I would just wish upon the stars and hope that I could achieve at least 75% of my bucket list in 10 years time :)

Alright let's start with boring aims first :

1   Get a degree. *duh*
2   Learn how to skate. Teach me? Hehe.

Here comes the wishlist for myself :

3   Work as a barista.
4   Have 30 pairs of shoes at once.
5   Receive my first bouquet of flowers <3
6   Dip dye my hair. *unicorn colours perhaps HAHA*
7   Go to a drive-in movie.
8   Watch a concert (front seat).
9   Make a cover of a song.

Crazy ideas! :

10  Put mentos in a diet coke.
11  Kiss a dolphin, or seal. xD
12  Order room service.
13  Wear a halloween costume.
14  Milk a cow.
15  Draw faces on eggs in the fridge.

Extreme!

16  Bungee jumping / Cliff jumping.
17  Blob jump
18  Sky diving.
19  Scuba diving.
20  Rock climbing.
21  Ski in a snowy country.
22  Experience zero gravity.
23  Zorb *AGAIN*
24  Ride flying fish *AGAIN*
25  Watch a meteor shower.
26  See the Aurora Borealis/Australis.
27  Sleep under the stars.
28  Travel within Malaysia by the KTM train.
29  Backpack travelling. 5 countries in one go!
30  Shop thrift in Bangkok! Or other better shopping spots :D

Oh no I just wanna check off a few wishes due this year! Will try to accomplish some of them right after SPM :D

I'm hyped! x)

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Not a memorable day.
为你争取的喜悦,如今我独享好了。而独享的快乐,一点也不快乐。
But I can do nothing B)
Thanks anyways, that's the motivation, yup keep it going! Now I look so pitiful that I've to self-motivate hahaha. Idk what's wrong with you, or there's something wrong with me zzz. Getting my decision and opinion distracted by you is seriously stupid. Why didn't I see myself, my eyes were like.. veiled? Skip the topic.
Went to school for the award giving ceremony but THEY JUST FREAKING CANCELED IT. Damn regretted going to school! Tmr I'm not going. Initially I wanted to go for my Addmaths paper since I anticipated so much for it but after consideration, what's the point? I'll get it anyways, what's the point for me to go to school stuck in the school for the whole day just because of that freaking paper 2 which noone will be interested with zzz. Get it on Wednesday lah.
Oh one more thing, I learned a lesson again. Never give high expectations cause when you fall you don't fall among the stars, you'll fall hard on the ground. Teammates taught me this and it just happens in life. Pokerface.
I seem like I'm forever grumpy online and that's the only way for me to expose my inner feelings and pour all my hard feelings ._. Ar Bat Shan told me it's a bad habit. Alrightttt I'll try I'll try...
Trust is a hard thing to achieve, a difficult lesson to learn. I guess I'm very detailed in these minor feelings in every person I just can read through others' action. I really wanna stop growing cause as I grow I seem to be better in realizing those I shouldn't know. Can I ditch the ability to read others' action zzz.
And now as I grow I know, family is always the best for me. Why on earth didn't I realize this last time. #tooyoungtoodumbtorealize
Now I don't wanna leave home. I wanna stay home forever! T^T
There are just all sorts of people outside who treat you in all sorts of ways. None is 100% sincere! Even if you're 99% but you just lack that 1%, you just have to agree to my statement. #Kailingslogic
Pouring trust and sacrificing your own policy isn't worth it when what you get in return isn't in balance with what you've given.
Zzz stop it, isn't good at all to learn these mean stuff. Just act like idk anything zzz. SO INNOCENT OH SO INNOCENT. #stupid
Took a 3 hour nap in the afternoon and I started to cherish the time for naps and sleeps cause SLEEPING IS JUST THE BEST THING TO DO WHENEVER AND WHEREVER! I think I know why 1004 loves to sleep now.
There's always a reason for me to do anything and now I'm switching off my phone to study effectively for a while simply because there's no reason for me to stay here.
Good luck studying wheeee bye :)

Tik tok, oh no!

There's only 16 days left! I gotta speed up then!
Alright after state trials I've never been studying seriously and now I think I gotta start and push myself to the max! Honestly I don't think I'll get any offer from any private institutions or colleges cause my results are just average, there are bunch of psychos out there getting straight A's, how am I going to compete with them? I'm just another ordinary straight A's student with a super ordinary straight A's result -.- There are still geniuses out there whom I can't compete with. Just try to accept the fact that I gotta work hard to achieve what I want when I'm not as smart as others.
Oh yeah it was graduation night last night. Had fun taking photos and I almost tripped on the stage wth. Super maxi dress made me tripped twice, another one on the red carpet runway. Luckily it was just rehersal, did well during the real walk! Another memorable thing was Nicky babyyyy! Everyone of us was lining up to camwhore with him! Hahahahahahhahahahaa awesome. Adorable brother Rachel has. Bock gor erm normal lah. But the first boy who knelt for me should be the one I love. Why him -.- Nvm not counted.
I was super headache with the tiara omg. The lenses and the bobby pins on my heads already made me dizzy and the tiara was just worsening the condition. So I was kinda emo at the start of the event.
Oh btw that is considered "often". -_-
Sometimes I just feel like escaping SPM escaping from school and everything just to travel on my own to anywhere, I want freedom. Mental freedom. Stressless life is what I desire but I know it's never gonna be possible. Zzz.
Like now, I'm studying Bio while blogging, the progress I tell you..really bekcek one! Tonight must must finish Chapter 7 ady. Yesterday I broke my own promise.

Sea. Wide and boundless. Safe and peaceful.
Mountain. Satisfaction and fame. High and scenic.

Overwhelming

Got an award which was totally unexpected yesterday! Sort of making dreams to become reality? Although I made is for fun and didn't expect anything but I'm still happy la of course, it's like getting money from the sky. WHEEEE. And The Xia Yu from SM Sains Rembau. O.O MUAHAHA.

Tomorrow is our big day. MSK o.o I was kinda angry with myself for making reckless decisions but hs told me not to regret on any decisions made so I'll just learn to take it, accept it and take this as a lesson of my life! I don't really think I'll be such reckless again, will I?
So just stay tuned and wait for the photos to be up tomorrow! Hehe.

Got the camera right, so hs will have a camera with her to Japan and I'll have mine to record my life! I think everything will be up on this blog cause I think it's kinda private? Compared to fb Twitter ig etc. So this is only for my closest friends B) whee. I trust you all :)

First attempt with the camera, was trying out the camera but the picture turned out nice and my skin looks so flawless so I decided to put it here! haha. No filter at all dei, camera awesome!

I don't want to rotate it ;p

A few days ago I promised myself to seep earlier but I ended up sleeping late before the night of MSK. Well done kl well done -.- and I haven't got my things done. What to bring tomorrow? NAH THIS IS LEW KAI LING AH. FOREVER LAST MINUTE.
SPM BARU 19 DAYS LEFT AH LEW KAI LINGGGGG.

"ok."

lol.

Plans for tomorrow:
Finish Biology Chapter 7!

Nights!

Nonsense I write during exam

There's something about Physics too but erm I decided not to write. Write only positive stuff! Hehe.

101013   OMG Bio!
8.00am
I finished 50 questions within 10 minutes! Haha. It was so fun to memorize answers together with the classmates. *Although this sounds really really stupid* If I didn't have those answers I would have suffered much yesterday night, and I'll wake up like a zombie. No sleep perhaps. Wth. Thank god for all my luck and I really appreciate it :( Fine, fine. I promise I'll study well for Bio in real SPM!

Actually this is just so guilty! I am actually wondering whether I should change some of my answers. I'm quite sure that my answer-memorizing skills are good! Should I change, should I chang? The paper is just in front of me oh my god! Okok I don't want to. I've never got an A+ for Bio in form 5. Form 5 Bio kills! Fake asssssss! LOL. *Means my lohyao is fake* WALAO. HAHA.

*I summarised a lot because I'm lazy to type*

...blah blah blah... half page long of nonsense...

Looking at the length of this entry you know how much I want my 1119 essay topic to be: Write whatever is on your mind right now. Omg. A gift from heaven! You have no idea how lazy I am. Usually during exams I'll only start studying the night before the paper. I think everyone does this. HAHA. So apparently I'll end up having no sleep. I've told myself a thousand times to study consistently! :(

Oh! btw, it's 1010! Happy Birthday WuChun! Love you loads despite your marriage and your children. It's so weird. Seeing your friend who accompanied you since you're young getting married and have children. It's like... you're not my friend anymore, you're an uncle! If the bitches get married someday they're all gonna be uncles and aunties. Same goes to me D: Hello future kid! :D

27 days to hell, 57 days to heaven. It's quite complicated! To be happy or to be sad? I just wanna go everywhere and play here & there! Wait. I needa get my job first. Needa gain some job experience. Hehe.

...summarised again...blah blah blah nonsense...

Oh, I changed my header! Nice right? Gotta pick up some skills for photoshop. Having the proram but never use is like having money but never spend. But I can't find any good colour combination to match my header :( Paying more effort on this blog because I think I'm gonna spend more time on telling my daily stories haha. One day we're gonna leave the school and to be seperated isn't it? So this is the only way you can stay close with my heart! Twitter, fb and ig, everything is fake la.
Oh! One more thing to tell. Through this G.G. I see good cooperation among friends and even schools! Thanks to Shean Shean and Edwin! :D But the Theta Navina asked me whether I've bio tips yesterday. Who are you? Why should I give? cheh. I just wanted to ignore your message but this stupid Mark Zuckerberg created this seen thingy. Ish.

End end end. Bye-bye!
p/s: There's someone cutting her nails in the class during exam! HAHAHAHA THE NOISE HAHAHA. Ah ber ah!

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ZZ. Saw something on Facebook and I've decided to give you a shock. See how you take me as granted now. Hmph.

I planned to do something productive today, but I woke up late, had breakfast late, and now, is blogging considered productive? Having tuition on Saturdays really spoils my mood -.- AND YOU SPOILED MY MOOD TOO. Nvm, I self entertain later haha. Sing song! hahahahaha. I've listened to the banmal song since I was typing this entry o.o I just leave my blog open and listen to the song but I'll never get bored of it!

I can play the front part of Just A Dream piano version quite well now! I just really can't play the chous part, I'll get really really frustrated.

It's just morning I've nothing much to say.

October Fest in Jonker Street tonight! YOU KNOW, YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE MALACCA!
Hyped!

Lazy to attach any photos. Just go with entries without photos because I'm a lzay bump haahahaha.

Was stalking people on fb just now and I saw a chio bu O.O He has a chio friend! Yor so chio <3 nbsp="" p="">
Fine la. Bye. 

Chem luck

It's Chemistry paper tomorrow and I'm kinda like torturing myself here with piles and stacks of messy books on the floor. It makes no sense when the teacher had given you all the tips but you just can't score well. What a pity! Strive as hard as I can.
Just only I remember that I kinda failed my Trial exam journal right? I'm not gonna make my own promises next time haiz. I disappointed myself.
About that matter right, wait till I'm free I'll repost it from my exam draft paper.
Too tired to think of anything, today I'm quite happy and that sums up my ordinary day.