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| Huiqi and her cool red dipdyed hair haha. On the MRT with all our luggages. Omg .-_- |
Monday, 23 December 2013
Travelogue-Singapore ( Part 1 )
Friday, 8 November 2013
081113
Seriously, I get so grumpy these days.
Like yesterday I had my English paper for SPM I couldn't think of the word to be used so I just used a simpler word instead. And wth I remember it now. Why didn't the word fly into my head yesterday. So pokerfac-ing.
And yesterday I wanted to blog with my device but mum was using pps I guess, couldn't download! Ish now I lose all my stories to be blogged. So pokerfac-ing.
I didn't manage to get a good night sleep. So pokerfac-ing.
The next paper will be Sejarah I & II + Accounts II. Can I not study? Cause it's so pokerfac-ing!
You'll see me in a pokerface for the whole day hahahaa.
Oh there's a new app from Singapore I love it so much! The app looks very trendy and smart hahaha. The app itself is trendy LOL. Wait till I change my phone I'm gonna use it alright.
Ok let's talk about the two papers I had. BM was ok if my karangan is ok. And that depends on my marker. English was ok too but I guess my story isn't really suitable? And paper 2 was like zzz. Pokerfac-ing. Pray pray pray pray hard I'll get a kind-hearted marker and pray hard for the graph to be lower this year, I still want my bursary :(
Oh, I got 15k from Sunway. Please convince me to go ._. Still in an undecided state. I couldn't see my future yet!
Oh yeah I miss xjs so much. Like I said the another day it has been one year. I want to meet them so badly! Seriously when I meet them I can forget about everything in the moment, at least I won't think of the matters happening in my life. Cause it's so relishing to be with them mamamamama SPM please end fast!!!
Oh erm I'm gonna strive hard for the big big day. I'm going back with dignity B) I don't think my intention is right. My motivation source sounds so evil and black and.. whatever. But that managed to push me forward so just keep with it. There's no wrong, I'll just keep quiet :x And I'm good at keeping quiet.
Wooo ok I'm gonna sleep for a few minutes more then I'll move on for my studies.
Goodbye!
Thursday, 31 October 2013
My Bucket List
This entry has been planned for so long cause it's considered heavy and important to me! These are the goals and experiences I would wanna have so badly D; And some I would want my future bf to join me <3.<3 hahahaha!
I consider myself as an adventurous person, am I? Not those wild stuff but just to try out thrilling activities hahaha. And my bucket list includes my interests!
I would just wish upon the stars and hope that I could achieve at least 75% of my bucket list in 10 years time :)
Alright let's start with boring aims first :
1 Get a degree. *duh*
2 Learn how to skate. Teach me? Hehe.
Here comes the wishlist for myself :
3 Work as a barista.
4 Have 30 pairs of shoes at once.
5 Receive my first bouquet of flowers <3
6 Dip dye my hair. *unicorn colours perhaps HAHA*
7 Go to a drive-in movie.
8 Watch a concert (front seat).
9 Make a cover of a song.
Crazy ideas! :
10 Put mentos in a diet coke.
11 Kiss a dolphin, or seal. xD
12 Order room service.
13 Wear a halloween costume.
14 Milk a cow.
15 Draw faces on eggs in the fridge.
Extreme!
16 Bungee jumping / Cliff jumping.
17 Blob jump
18 Sky diving.
19 Scuba diving.
20 Rock climbing.
21 Ski in a snowy country.
22 Experience zero gravity.
23 Zorb *AGAIN*
24 Ride flying fish *AGAIN*
25 Watch a meteor shower.
26 See the Aurora Borealis/Australis.
27 Sleep under the stars.
28 Travel within Malaysia by the KTM train.
29 Backpack travelling. 5 countries in one go!
30 Shop thrift in Bangkok! Or other better shopping spots :D
Oh no I just wanna check off a few wishes due this year! Will try to accomplish some of them right after SPM :D
I'm hyped! x)
Monday, 21 October 2013
211013
Not a memorable day.
为你争取的喜悦,如今我独享好了。而独享的快乐,一点也不快乐。
But I can do nothing B)
Thanks anyways, that's the motivation, yup keep it going! Now I look so pitiful that I've to self-motivate hahaha. Idk what's wrong with you, or there's something wrong with me zzz. Getting my decision and opinion distracted by you is seriously stupid. Why didn't I see myself, my eyes were like.. veiled? Skip the topic.
Went to school for the award giving ceremony but THEY JUST FREAKING CANCELED IT. Damn regretted going to school! Tmr I'm not going. Initially I wanted to go for my Addmaths paper since I anticipated so much for it but after consideration, what's the point? I'll get it anyways, what's the point for me to go to school stuck in the school for the whole day just because of that freaking paper 2 which noone will be interested with zzz. Get it on Wednesday lah.
Oh one more thing, I learned a lesson again. Never give high expectations cause when you fall you don't fall among the stars, you'll fall hard on the ground. Teammates taught me this and it just happens in life. Pokerface.
I seem like I'm forever grumpy online and that's the only way for me to expose my inner feelings and pour all my hard feelings ._. Ar Bat Shan told me it's a bad habit. Alrightttt I'll try I'll try...
Trust is a hard thing to achieve, a difficult lesson to learn. I guess I'm very detailed in these minor feelings in every person I just can read through others' action. I really wanna stop growing cause as I grow I seem to be better in realizing those I shouldn't know. Can I ditch the ability to read others' action zzz.
And now as I grow I know, family is always the best for me. Why on earth didn't I realize this last time. #tooyoungtoodumbtorealize
Now I don't wanna leave home. I wanna stay home forever! T^T
There are just all sorts of people outside who treat you in all sorts of ways. None is 100% sincere! Even if you're 99% but you just lack that 1%, you just have to agree to my statement. #Kailingslogic
Pouring trust and sacrificing your own policy isn't worth it when what you get in return isn't in balance with what you've given.
Zzz stop it, isn't good at all to learn these mean stuff. Just act like idk anything zzz. SO INNOCENT OH SO INNOCENT. #stupid
Took a 3 hour nap in the afternoon and I started to cherish the time for naps and sleeps cause SLEEPING IS JUST THE BEST THING TO DO WHENEVER AND WHEREVER! I think I know why 1004 loves to sleep now.
There's always a reason for me to do anything and now I'm switching off my phone to study effectively for a while simply because there's no reason for me to stay here.
Good luck studying wheeee bye :)
Sunday, 20 October 2013
Tik tok, oh no!
There's only 16 days left! I gotta speed up then!
Alright after state trials I've never been studying seriously and now I think I gotta start and push myself to the max! Honestly I don't think I'll get any offer from any private institutions or colleges cause my results are just average, there are bunch of psychos out there getting straight A's, how am I going to compete with them? I'm just another ordinary straight A's student with a super ordinary straight A's result -.- There are still geniuses out there whom I can't compete with. Just try to accept the fact that I gotta work hard to achieve what I want when I'm not as smart as others.
Oh yeah it was graduation night last night. Had fun taking photos and I almost tripped on the stage wth. Super maxi dress made me tripped twice, another one on the red carpet runway. Luckily it was just rehersal, did well during the real walk! Another memorable thing was Nicky babyyyy! Everyone of us was lining up to camwhore with him! Hahahahahahhahahahaa awesome. Adorable brother Rachel has. Bock gor erm normal lah. But the first boy who knelt for me should be the one I love. Why him -.- Nvm not counted.
I was super headache with the tiara omg. The lenses and the bobby pins on my heads already made me dizzy and the tiara was just worsening the condition. So I was kinda emo at the start of the event.
Oh btw that is considered "often". -_-
Sometimes I just feel like escaping SPM escaping from school and everything just to travel on my own to anywhere, I want freedom. Mental freedom. Stressless life is what I desire but I know it's never gonna be possible. Zzz.
Like now, I'm studying Bio while blogging, the progress I tell you..really bekcek one! Tonight must must finish Chapter 7 ady. Yesterday I broke my own promise.
Sea. Wide and boundless. Safe and peaceful.
Mountain. Satisfaction and fame. High and scenic.
Friday, 18 October 2013
Overwhelming
Tomorrow is our big day. MSK o.o I was kinda angry with myself for making reckless decisions but hs told me not to regret on any decisions made so I'll just learn to take it, accept it and take this as a lesson of my life! I don't really think I'll be such reckless again, will I?
So just stay tuned and wait for the photos to be up tomorrow! Hehe.
Got the camera right, so hs will have a camera with her to Japan and I'll have mine to record my life! I think everything will be up on this blog cause I think it's kinda private? Compared to fb Twitter ig etc. So this is only for my closest friends B) whee. I trust you all :)
First attempt with the camera, was trying out the camera but the picture turned out nice and my skin looks so flawless so I decided to put it here! haha. No filter at all dei, camera awesome!
A few days ago I promised myself to seep earlier but I ended up sleeping late before the night of MSK. Well done kl well done -.- and I haven't got my things done. What to bring tomorrow? NAH THIS IS LEW KAI LING AH. FOREVER LAST MINUTE.
SPM BARU 19 DAYS LEFT AH LEW KAI LINGGGGG.
"ok."
lol.
Plans for tomorrow:
Finish Biology Chapter 7!
Nights!
Saturday, 12 October 2013
Nonsense I write during exam
101013 OMG Bio!
8.00am
I finished 50 questions within 10 minutes! Haha. It was so fun to memorize answers together with the classmates. *Although this sounds really really stupid* If I didn't have those answers I would have suffered much yesterday night, and I'll wake up like a zombie. No sleep perhaps. Wth. Thank god for all my luck and I really appreciate it :( Fine, fine. I promise I'll study well for Bio in real SPM!
Actually this is just so guilty! I am actually wondering whether I should change some of my answers. I'm quite sure that my answer-memorizing skills are good! Should I change, should I chang? The paper is just in front of me oh my god! Okok I don't want to. I've never got an A+ for Bio in form 5. Form 5 Bio kills! Fake asssssss! LOL. *Means my lohyao is fake* WALAO. HAHA.
*I summarised a lot because I'm lazy to type*
...blah blah blah... half page long of nonsense...
Looking at the length of this entry you know how much I want my 1119 essay topic to be: Write whatever is on your mind right now. Omg. A gift from heaven! You have no idea how lazy I am. Usually during exams I'll only start studying the night before the paper. I think everyone does this. HAHA. So apparently I'll end up having no sleep. I've told myself a thousand times to study consistently! :(
Oh! btw, it's 1010! Happy Birthday WuChun! Love you loads despite your marriage and your children. It's so weird. Seeing your friend who accompanied you since you're young getting married and have children. It's like... you're not my friend anymore, you're an uncle! If the bitches get married someday they're all gonna be uncles and aunties. Same goes to me D: Hello future kid! :D
27 days to hell, 57 days to heaven. It's quite complicated! To be happy or to be sad? I just wanna go everywhere and play here & there! Wait. I needa get my job first. Needa gain some job experience. Hehe.
...summarised again...blah blah blah nonsense...
Oh, I changed my header! Nice right? Gotta pick up some skills for photoshop. Having the proram but never use is like having money but never spend. But I can't find any good colour combination to match my header :( Paying more effort on this blog because I think I'm gonna spend more time on telling my daily stories haha. One day we're gonna leave the school and to be seperated isn't it? So this is the only way you can stay close with my heart! Twitter, fb and ig, everything is fake la.
Oh! One more thing to tell. Through this G.G. I see good cooperation among friends and even schools! Thanks to Shean Shean and Edwin! :D But the Theta Navina asked me whether I've bio tips yesterday. Who are you? Why should I give? cheh. I just wanted to ignore your message but this stupid Mark Zuckerberg created this seen thingy. Ish.
End end end. Bye-bye!
p/s: There's someone cutting her nails in the class during exam! HAHAHAHA THE NOISE HAHAHA. Ah ber ah!
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ZZ. Saw something on Facebook and I've decided to give you a shock. See how you take me as granted now. Hmph.
I planned to do something productive today, but I woke up late, had breakfast late, and now, is blogging considered productive? Having tuition on Saturdays really spoils my mood -.- AND YOU SPOILED MY MOOD TOO. Nvm, I self entertain later haha. Sing song! hahahahaha. I've listened to the banmal song since I was typing this entry o.o I just leave my blog open and listen to the song but I'll never get bored of it!
I can play the front part of Just A Dream piano version quite well now! I just really can't play the chous part, I'll get really really frustrated.
It's just morning I've nothing much to say.
October Fest in Jonker Street tonight! YOU KNOW, YOU KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE MALACCA!
Hyped!
Lazy to attach any photos. Just go with entries without photos because I'm a lzay bump haahahaha.
Was stalking people on fb just now and I saw a chio bu O.O He has a chio friend! Yor so chio <3 nbsp="" p="">
Fine la. Bye. 3>
Wednesday, 9 October 2013
Chem luck
It's Chemistry paper tomorrow and I'm kinda like torturing myself here with piles and stacks of messy books on the floor. It makes no sense when the teacher had given you all the tips but you just can't score well. What a pity! Strive as hard as I can.
Just only I remember that I kinda failed my Trial exam journal right? I'm not gonna make my own promises next time haiz. I disappointed myself.
About that matter right, wait till I'm free I'll repost it from my exam draft paper.
Too tired to think of anything, today I'm quite happy and that sums up my ordinary day.
Friday, 30 August 2013
#2 SPM Trials (It's really compact!)
It's kinda weird haha awkward lah. Cause I think I met LehLeh in Js. She has a beautiful pencil case, a pair of beach sandals and a tote. I'm literally peeking at her haha. Idk who sits beside me but they're studying Biology so I'm sure they're Mewahans cause they're having Bio tmr! hahaha saw Addy's tweet :p Girls' ability, analyzing and tracking ability which I suppose Ah Ber doesn't has any HAHA ME SO BAD alright a lil' bit. Everyone seems to be so matured. All mature-looking face, I guess they're college/F6 students.
Dang dang dang! I saw Sugus! But I dare not say Hi :p As usual lah, I gave him that I'm-staring-you-very-hard look haha. He went off passing by me without saying bye such a rude bastard nvm your face deserves me to forgive but will never forget. haha I sounded so stupid. Nvm, same birthday with me I can understand. We're cold bros, we're cold. :p
August 26
I sat for the paper. I didn't feel anything. Is this even right? I thought it went quite well and my writing was not bad, quite neat. Almost ran out of time for paper I but paper II quite ok. But look at my pattern right now I don't think I'll have an A- for BM zzz. Lemme calculate now.
162
240
how to workkkkk D:
Btw my style of writing change quite often though, idk since when I started to write like this. A lil' bit like Joyce, fusing with some styles of Edward and myself. My own font ma right haha. *omg, sibeh messy*
The marks really can eat shit one, my arks cannot see ppl one. I think ah if I keep on writing this my Sejarah will eat shit. Tmr English. Sejarah really gg.com. I also dk how I got A+ last time everytime was so unexpected. Paper I I'm not so afraid of but Paper II zzz noe less than half of the marks I'm happy ady.
Friday, 23 August 2013
#1 SPM Trial
I remember I wanted to have this for my UPSR 5 years back. Can you imagine how lazy I am I could just drag and drag until today. By then I alreadyhad this blog started I guess, and my second post was on Lee Chong Wei I clearly remember. Because he lost to Lin Dan that time as well. Ranked number 1 but forever a loser when it's against Lin Dan lol.
Okay I've been talking crap.
Yesterday night was quite an easy night for me, I didn't have to prepare anything, simply printed out materials to be copied today and they were useful. Thank god B) But unexpectedly I was asleep quite fast yesterday. Usually I'll take time imagining ghost and rubbish. Every human being does that right. Shouldn't be continuing this habit I'll get insomnia if so. VERY CREEPY YOU KNOW. Especially after "The Conjuring" haul. Even though I didn't watch it la :p #loser
The night was easy I slept at almost 1:30am or 2:00am but THE MORNING WAS NOT. I woke up shocked and clueless I even doubted why did I wake up isn't it Saturday of stuff like that. I totally forgot that I'm having trials. DUDE -.-
Went to school just like that lah. As I walked on the pedestrian lane it was drizzling but I was too blur to realize I kept on walking like a stroller lol. As usual my hands were in my pinafore, super comfortable and warm if you put your hands there you know B) #thingsthatboyscanneverunderstand AHA.
Owh I thought we were supposed to assemble at Dataran Puteri but those juniors were there they had to have bacaan yahsin so alright fine. Instructions unclear. What a school lol. Oh yeah btw the explosion! I didn't expect it to be such a huge matter in our country I thought it's just a minor accident. Alright okay I know. I'm so sorry for their faces.
ONE GOOD THING, THE PRIORITY I LOVE THE MOST. WE HAVE FREE RECESS THROUGHOUT OUR TRIAL EXAM PERIOD!
And that means, I can go to the canteen whenever I want stroll around the hall and canteen whenever I like oh mai this is so luxurious for me in MY SCHOOL. YA, IF YOU DON'T KNOW PUTERI I JUST GOTTA LET YOU KNOW NOW. The rules are to be strictly followed you're not allowed to simply walk anywhere you want without a doggie pass. Stupid -.- And those teachers will get so fussy and nag at you. Or even scream and shout. Awesome.
And I happen to be lucky the school teachers get to read this I'm gonna have a big problem because they just control you everywhere even on Internet and social websites. Frankly speaking, you've no right to. Everyone has their own problems they just want to complain and relieve the hard feelings they had and you bound their freedom to do so. If you have nothing wrong why are you so scared to be criticized? I bet you just terasa lah. Look into the mirror then, look at yourself. Making a big fuss out of nothing -.- ESPECIALLY THE THOR-HAI slipper zzzz.
Ok I'm actually laughing because I find "thor-hai" funny hahahahahahaha.
They actually just told us to stop spreading the explosion news. Dei, it just happened and it's already on every freaking newpaper in the nation even websites even if we don't spread all the curious people out there will do so! And I did nothing I just retweeted on my Twitter account WHICH IS PRIVATE. ONLY 64 FOLLOWERS. AND MOST OF THEM ARE PUTRIANS, DO YOU WANNA CALL IT "SPREADING THE NEWS"?
We can't even explain to the journalists we are only allowed to say "I don't know". A good work done. Undefeatably fantastic lah you all.
If I'm so lucky a journalist comes to me you know what I'm gonna say?
Oh, the school doesn't allow me to say anything. My teacher told me to tell you "I don't know", sorry I can't help you. :) Oh, erm an advise for you. You better leave now because my teacher is gonna be angry if she knows I'm talking to you. My schoolmates will be in trouble listening to her lecture again.Boo you.
I thought I was supposed to write an entry on trials, haha.
Paper III went quite well. Copied 10 pages in.. roughly 2 hours 50 minutes. And the INTI goodie transparent pencil case which was specially designed and manufactured for SPM candidates cannot be used in the exam hall. Opps, my school exam hall :)
Some students had their notes confiscated I'm not sure why, maybe they're hand-written notes.
Aha I played the statement game, speaking and listening test and observation test Jay Jie taught us the other day. Quite ok lah. I prefer to play with more people, like last year.
Had nothing special for POL class. Skip.
Aha, initially Sharon confirmed with Alyssa that she's gonna have a class today but I only knew she cancelled it when I'm already at Aly's car door. AHAHA.
Nothing to say already. Had homemade burger for late lunch lah! My daddy not bad, the food he prepares are special and quite tasty yum yum.
Ok laaaa I'm bored already. If I kena anything for this blog entry, aha god bless. My last 3 months in high school. It doesn't really matter anymore. And they're gonna threaten me with my Slip Perhentian Sekolah. hehe x) I'm smart.
Fine, enough. I've nothing to be photographed.
Monday, 12 August 2013
Sejarah at 11:46
Nah was studying sejarah while waiting to see how's the camp going on. Zzzz I am literally grounded. Yeah -_-
Its alright, I'm optimistic right, BUT BUT CAN YOU IMAGINE THE BITCHES ARE THERE CAN YOU BEAR IT T.T
alright alright. Study sejarah with Shayne Ward will do :)
Just posted a stupid picture on Instagram. Haha really stupid lah.
A chio-er wrap up will be uploaded here hahaha.
Ok stop doing shits just go on with my Sejarah.
Ps I used up one whole week to finish just ONE chapter. Ya -.-









