There's only 16 days left! I gotta speed up then!
Alright after state trials I've never been studying seriously and now I think I gotta start and push myself to the max! Honestly I don't think I'll get any offer from any private institutions or colleges cause my results are just average, there are bunch of psychos out there getting straight A's, how am I going to compete with them? I'm just another ordinary straight A's student with a super ordinary straight A's result -.- There are still geniuses out there whom I can't compete with. Just try to accept the fact that I gotta work hard to achieve what I want when I'm not as smart as others.
Oh yeah it was graduation night last night. Had fun taking photos and I almost tripped on the stage wth. Super maxi dress made me tripped twice, another one on the red carpet runway. Luckily it was just rehersal, did well during the real walk! Another memorable thing was Nicky babyyyy! Everyone of us was lining up to camwhore with him! Hahahahahahhahahahaa awesome. Adorable brother Rachel has. Bock gor erm normal lah. But the first boy who knelt for me should be the one I love. Why him -.- Nvm not counted.
I was super headache with the tiara omg. The lenses and the bobby pins on my heads already made me dizzy and the tiara was just worsening the condition. So I was kinda emo at the start of the event.
Oh btw that is considered "often". -_-
Sometimes I just feel like escaping SPM escaping from school and everything just to travel on my own to anywhere, I want freedom. Mental freedom. Stressless life is what I desire but I know it's never gonna be possible. Zzz.
Like now, I'm studying Bio while blogging, the progress I tell you..really bekcek one! Tonight must must finish Chapter 7 ady. Yesterday I broke my own promise.
Sea. Wide and boundless. Safe and peaceful.
Mountain. Satisfaction and fame. High and scenic.
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