Fakes in reality

I just did a super fake act. Reality forced me to. aish jinjja.
I really hate that particular group of people but just to show that I don't care? No. Just to obviously tell you I don't want you to care la. Now there's a person sitting beside me seeing me typing -_______-
Ok la. I purposely like that photo for you to see, actually I want you to lead your own life kay. Hurt so much for me don't worth it yknow. As a friend I still cherish you la but sometimes when you're too sticky I feel annoyed.

-This is after a few hours when I wrote the top part.-

Now i pull back what I've said okay.
This useless fella lai de. I told you de la. Dont simply take any action if you don't have any confidence.
So even if you have confidence that is not enough okay, you can't make it till the end everything is useless.
As I said I gave you three months to think wisely and consider nicely so the end this is what you did. I'm not expecting you to continue it but this is what I expected. You not matured enough yet you wanna act like you are. Nah this is what you'll get in the end.
Whatever you said I already know, since the start of the game I already know I shouldn't listen any, cause indeed the ending is what I've expected.
Fail la you.
But I feel honoured too cause this is a big lesson for you, to tell you how immature you are, how careless you are, and how much you don't understand a girl.
I can still remember what have you promised, hahah. But actually I don't give a shit cause I knew it would be like this.
I wished you'll be a little bit different, but you're all the same. In fact although if you're different I just can't.
The fact shows me that you need experiences from mistakes and lessons.
I can't tell all these straightly to you.
I'm not able to.
So if we still have that bond you'll be able to read this, please do read and I'll be honoured to be a part of your lesson of life.
It has been a hard time to you lol.

And I'm glad I made the right choice for myself, for my own good.
Cause you're not reliable. Since you can't endure this.
And those random people stop saying that he's good hor!

I'm so damn sleepy yet I still spend my energy and my precious sleeping time to scold and complain, better be grateful LMAO.

Nitez.

And you, I behsong you now. Yes you -.-