Kinda rubbishy la this siaokia wanna blog in the middle of the night. Lol. Actually I wanna set my title with a word starting with D but I forgot what's the word. Eh rubbish. Didn't study for a month became like this lol.
Like usual la. I can't sleep unless I watch Running Man until 3am. Or maybe do something else as long as it lasts until 3am. I really can't sleep early la. Expect me to sleep at 10 meh.
I remember when I was young, 11pm used to be very late for me and no matter what, crawl or glide I've to get to bed lol. When I was a kid lololol.
Getting more and more sentimental these days, thank to those script-well-written dramas.
Is my life dramatic too?
No lah. Very typical nia.
Actually for me la, being apart is nothing, as long as the spirit and the passion are still held together. If so any obstacles are just cotton candies dropping from the sky trying to block you or attack you or whatever.
But whatever it is, I truly know all these passion will slowly fade away one day. Those experiences will slowly be forgotten. It's the matter of time now. But those memories, really la. It's my treasure throughout my lifetime which can't be replaced by anything. I wasn't regretting on what I've done in fact I embrace my experiences and memories.
Once I was crazy or something every single word I spoke about this I regretted a lot but actually I was super amguk right after I threw those insane thoughts out lol. So I apologized to whoever it is but actually I wanted to apologize to myself for criticizing those I like.
Deep in my heart core I like it a lot kayyy. :P
So now it's the time to leave, to leave my carefree childhood and this will be an end for it. I'm a going-to-be adult. I've to live like an adult or at least act like an adult la lol.
This one year was like a training session of my life, as a symbol or preparation to step into another stage of life. I appreciate what've it thought me, or at least those treasured memories it gave me.
The memories that'll never be buried.
Once and forever.
Actually I wanna end this at "Once and forever" but I've something else to say.
Ok la. I thought you're bad cause you're the big evil controller behind, controlling everything while disguising yourself in front of our eyes.
Cause I think you wouldn't make that move unless you've some motive or whatever you wanna do.
So I asked this someone and this someone told me that we're aware of each other just because you thought I hated you.
Indeed I hated you but it's because I thought you hated me too okay. So now I was thinking to improve whatever that should be improved between us. But still I shouldn't trust you too much. Who knows whether you'll back stab me when I'm off guard.
At least it's getting better now la.
And this person who told me about this, I almost forgot how do you sound like on the phone.
Ah. Time passes so fast. I remember a few years ago my phone bill costs a bomb cause I was talking to you even when I'm bathing lol.
I've no idea what kind of picture to attach in this post, so leave it like that la.
Smiley :)
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