Unfinished essay.

In doubt.
Will I successfully end my essay with a beautiful closing?
Things aren't good at all times, but crashing on me all at once is a brutal scene to see.
All I can do is just getting some decent familiar comfort which I think is kinda stupid cause this doesn't treat anything anyways.

Holidays isn't as good as I thought of. I thought I would be going out chilling with buddies but I ended up lying on the couch at home, feeling the dry cold air from the air-conditioner. Eyes are getting so dry and sneezes come continuously, okay I think I should get some water by now. *blurp blurp blurp*

I seriously have nothing to  encourage me to write a passage now. lol.

I think there's this happiness debt thingy. Maybe yesterday unknowingly I took a happiness debt from today so I'm feeling so dull right now lol. Just like what Jean said: I'm having Monday blues even for holidays.
There were only two ways for me to temporarily curb my silly problems but now there are three. Badminton training really does boost my mood whenever it is. But since now I'm so lazy so I'll either choose to sleep or to watch Running Man :)
Running Man would be better? Yeah it sounds better.
Omg I look so "alone".
Anything. Have to be used to it anyways.

3 doodles in a row

Yesterday I was about to publish when I realized I was half asleep. Zzz. Lol.

Tales after Mid-year exam

First of all, literally, my Mid-year test is still going on. To me personally I've done my Mid-year since we're gonna have Sivik paper tomorrow. Lol. Sivik paper. Troll face for ya.

Filled with hatred now. Slightly. Invasion of bacteria ignites my insanity.
I'm officially sick. Again.
So literally I'll get sick once I've finished my exam? I'm not sure, the truth proved this to me o.o

Sneezed like psycho just now. My face is still so numb that I can barely feel the air through my nostrils. Phlegm is stucked somewhere. Pokerface.

I wanted to have a long post, since I've not doodled for so long but my sleepy condition seems to worsen so nights and bye. Will be back, complaining on something soon.

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Belated post.

Chinese paper

Today's Chinese paper wasn't as hard as what I expected. Was lucky cause teacher didn't teacher the last part of 名句 so we're getting free tips from 叶老师 wahaha.
Frankly speaking I'm not really satisfied on those adjustments 老师 did on my 散文. As what she told these are our 创作 so she couldn't change much. There's a lil lil tiny winy difference in meanings and styles after those changes lol. Never mind, sentences are better though.
Before leaving for Chinese test today Alyssa and I were at 5 Omega studying 修辞手法 and stuff and so luckily it came out lololol. I saw Belinda being super serious studying in the class o.o Here comes my motivation. I feel like studying with her this weekend. Shall ask her later xD
And my study mode is officially on! Right after this blog post. Lemme have a study priority plan first. That is private :x shhh hehhehehe.

ps, My hair is getting long! I'm expecting a moderate length ;)

Talking about hair my didi refused to have a nice hair cut cause he's afraid of his discipline teacher in school lol.

Yesterday in the car my kindergarten mate Wei Wen said that he's super interested for xueji. Lol. Ask him to study hao hao lai don't wanna do so. Even Aunty Winnie agrees to what I say haha yala her son really 没大志 one lol. Next time no girl like I sure laugh loud loud.

I think I needa call Aunty Winnie for transport again. Huuuuuu.
Chem tuition. Vaivai.

A picture of my modified 散文. I need a title :o

Childhood memories

Yesterday during the assembly the teacher-in-charge kind of set a bomb on us warning us not to keep textbooks in school. Especially form 5 students. I didn't take it seriously cause I wouldn't really care xD
BUT after I went up to the class it was a bambood warzone with books and papers all over the tables and chairs o.o
Cause usually I stuff books into my desk until it was already really really packed, *I don't wanna bring books home!* so I was quite terrified lol. Half of the desks in the class were ransacked. I didn't know the teachers are so powerful. O.O
ok I believe in their capability now.
But sometimes I'm kinda dai sei one cause I always accidentally leave homework in school. can't do at home. Although this is a point la BUT I AM STILL RELUCTANT TO BRING BOOKS HOME.
No choice. So I brought the stacks of textbooks home. And I remembered Carmen laughed at me.
"唉?带课本回家啊?"
With a super sin grin omg. Suan me wa ksnsisdkdbdusosndb

After I went back home I just put the books aside didn't know what to do with them since I've never planned an appropriate place to place them. I expect to put them in my desk de lor o.o
Die die also must die a place for the books. So I cleared my book shelf moved aside all the useless stuff until I found my old letters from Yen Shin and Khar May.
Khar May I've no special feelings for the letters already since we've not meet each other for such a long time lol. But Yen Shin's letter really triggered my heart cause those are old memories but now she's still here beside me. Childhood friends, high school mates. Awesome lah. :3

And I found a book which belongs to me Kaelin and Keikei. We called it The Ice Cream Book. LOL. I found lotsa old secrets inside. Oh, I like to gossip and complain since young. HAHAHAHAH. Ok lah I admit that we were childish, but woots, nothing can buy these sweet memories ok B)

I have a mini box to keep those lil presents from my primary school friends and I found a lil pebble Arnold gave to me when I was 11. I remembered he said he wanted to give me and Keikei one pebble each cause he thought the pebbles are beautiful xD And an ostrich drawing from my ostrich "tablemate" Liang Wei. Aiyoh, memories.

WHY WE ALL SO CUTE WHEN YOUNG ONE O.O

And I found lotsa birthday and festivals wish cards with cute cartoons and all that stuff, one day I would rearrange them and keep them until I die :D

Ps, I hear people saying that when you start to embrace and miss your memories you're getting old.
Oh shit. I'm getting old.
Okay. Old jiu old. :)

A picture of the old lovely letters from Yen Shin.

TGIF

Okay its feeraaaiiidaaayyyeeeee!
Yor was so sleepy in the class especially during chinese class lol. For physics pn amelia taught electrical potential energy which even she is not really clear of. pokerface.
So we all ended up super blur, i would give a hard punch into anybody's face lol. don't confuse me lololol.
And before physics i left my file in the class so i ran all the way up to the third floor. Initially i didn't want to hahhahaa but idk why i decided to do so xD

Forgot to bring chinese file to school. Very good lor. No wonder i felt of lacking something. So my homework are all in that file :D yes. All. Sheeeet.
Recopied gong han right on the spot. Teacher said she wants us to leave lines. My gai su are without empty lines. 2 passages. Whaaaattttt!!
So i came back home to copy. But lao tian ye seemed to punish me. I copied once, without lines also. I cock eye ok i cock eye. Pokerface.

So just now i went for chemistry tuition mr wong explained on the meaning of "affinity" cause he mentioned electron affinity. HAHAHA I RELATED TO 0+1 BEHIND ME HAHAHAHAHAAH ok rachel said don't fatt hao in the middle of the night. :x

Mighty minds tmr I'm too lazy to go lol. Read some general facts now lah. Mm hmm..

A picture of my punishment by lao tian ye.

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Even though I'm sososososo sleepy I still insist to write what's currently on my mind.

I just wished kahyee happy birthday on 29th of February LOL awesome. Apparently she slept but I woke her up, yay x) Having her decent 60 seconds of birthday HAHAHHA pathetic hahahah!

I wrote a sucky chinese poem. No kick lah! But I've the kick to complete a 散文. No time lololol. Reasons. :P

My mind is a lil bit out of control now, I may say something silly. No I don't think so. TRYING MY BEST TO GET MY MIND IN CONTROL O.O
But the eyelids are flapping, heavy like tonnes of birthday cake lol!

Did not bring sweater to Edward Lim. Not really chilling tonight, I thought I would be shivering. HAHA

Ok I can't beat sleepiness. Nites peeps!

Stuff in school

I'm not really that free but still I insist to have a new post.
Ok lah maybe quite free. Busy with mental burdens only lol.

Last time I remember I wanted to have a journal book with me along wherever I go, just to jot down whatever cute or memorable incidents happened. And for 2 months time I had it, indeed, but now I think the journals were hidden in the big pile of books and random papers in my room. Lol.
Initially the cupboard was locked but slowly I realize that noone is interested with my locked cupboard HAHAHAHA so I unlocked it. But there is money inside.
Stupid. I don't think I should tell. Nvm I don't care.
So I still want a journal with me, not an electronic one cause manual journals are more precious :3
I would want a instant printer with me when I pursue my studies elsewhere. I would want to have a life journal which I've already regretted for not doing it during my high school life.
Although I'm still in high school. I'm not trying to make myself looking old LOL.

Glanced through my bag and I saw the stack of papers yenshin the kok printed for computer club members. Rachel laughed at her saying that she was stupid cause she can just project the infos on the screen for all to read. XD
The papers ended up with me cause unknowingly I was stuffed with a stack of paper then I realised it was huishan lolololol. I'm gonna use them a s my addmaths rough paper HEHE.

Had AGM preparation for koop today and it was so astonishing that koop is firing ajks o.o fine la i even raised both of my legs to agree but I didn't suggest anybody's name. Was sosososososo stunned that it would be her. O.O

Currently super hardworking for homeworks and stuff. Yesterday I almost finished every eingle homework except for sirwong and mrwong handouts. But so sad, 功课永远做不完的. Loads of homework awaiting me now. Shit. Nevermind. Must have positive thinking, 功课爱我,我爱功课 -_-

Since the weather is not bad today I shall go for a jog B) force me please.

Oh, a few days ago I realized that I've lotsa beautiful notebooks and random rough papers in my second drawer. Huishan would like them lol. But I can't find any reason to use such beautiful notebooks to note down qian da de homework. So I shall continue keeping them in the drawer until they rot. Yup.

Alyssa. HAHAHAHAHAHAA. just randomly thought of her and her gestures. Not sure if I can describe her well, so I decided not to HAHAHAHAHHA.

I just know that I kinda like to say HOU WAI LOR in school. Very gross lor, LOL.
And I started to tie a super tiny ponytail to school. It looked retarded, but... still retarded. Maybe a lil bit more than retarded. I'm a retard yeah.

Erm just saying. JUST SAYING.
Sometimes people get weird of having moodswings and stuff. And sometimes I can't take it so sometimes the moodswings swing to me.
I just offended a teacher in school today.
Thinking back what I've done in school, not long, just a few weeks apart, I think I've offended quite a few numbers of teachers lol. Shit. Must change. Attitude must change. Way of speaking must change.
Raise EQ. IQ as well. LOLOLOL.

Once again I think having words in a very lively way would be so sweet so I would try to write and express myself as often as possible. Cause I don't think I know how to express myself well lol. AND I HAVE A PROOF.

Reading what was written on top I think those are super random mind thoughts lol. Just like images flashing in front if your eyes so you write down whatever is seen hehehe. I think after a few years I would still remember what was I writing about. Perhaps xD

And I start to like blogspot. For some reasons cause it doesn't undo my long posts after I had sufferingly wrote such long posts. Hehe. This post is gonna be so dull without any photos. Wait a second.

Ahar. A picture I had on last Friday, all pink to Chemistry tuition. I would like to clarify that I don't hate pink anymore lol.

At those moments

I really don't know why at those particular sensitive moments, those sensitive words or letters or pictures or whatever  will just appear. Like they're trying hard to tease you, trying their very best to put you down.

Why are the five letters so influential? Shut the fuck up please.

Hoho huat ah huat ah

These few days kinda kisiao, in super hyper CNY mood. LOL maybe its because of the decos in school. Although I didn't give in la but I'm still proud of what we have this year cause my gang did them what. Hee.

Then on Monday morning or Tuesday I suppose, I saw yiwen bringing a paper bag written ah huat white coffee on it. And start from that day onwards the ah huat white coffee theme song becomes a trend in my gang HAHHAA.

Felix flew to Korea, my first reunion dinner without Felix, I don't know who to play with this year :c
Nvm lah I play with Elvis T.T Felix and Esmond will only be back on.. eh? Idk wor. Lol.
No companion this year. Sit aside play tab suan ler lol.

And idk which dress to wear tmr. Ask mummy to decide for me la.

Nicole and Vennie will be coming over in the afternoon. Haiyo need to cook one big lan chan.
Night time go to Jiu Jiu's place in Puchong lah. Mummy say good, no needa cook hahah. I prefer Felix' house. Cause its bigger prettier nicer and tastier food with funnier cousin HAHA.
GO WHAT GO LA. GO KOREA. MAKE SURE BUY SOUVENIRS AH. LOL.

Cny ma, must ban leng leng one. Since I'm so dark I needa to be chlorined. LOL.