Chinese paper

Today's Chinese paper wasn't as hard as what I expected. Was lucky cause teacher didn't teacher the last part of 名句 so we're getting free tips from 叶老师 wahaha.
Frankly speaking I'm not really satisfied on those adjustments 老师 did on my 散文. As what she told these are our 创作 so she couldn't change much. There's a lil lil tiny winy difference in meanings and styles after those changes lol. Never mind, sentences are better though.
Before leaving for Chinese test today Alyssa and I were at 5 Omega studying 修辞手法 and stuff and so luckily it came out lololol. I saw Belinda being super serious studying in the class o.o Here comes my motivation. I feel like studying with her this weekend. Shall ask her later xD
And my study mode is officially on! Right after this blog post. Lemme have a study priority plan first. That is private :x shhh hehhehehe.

ps, My hair is getting long! I'm expecting a moderate length ;)

Talking about hair my didi refused to have a nice hair cut cause he's afraid of his discipline teacher in school lol.

Yesterday in the car my kindergarten mate Wei Wen said that he's super interested for xueji. Lol. Ask him to study hao hao lai don't wanna do so. Even Aunty Winnie agrees to what I say haha yala her son really 没大志 one lol. Next time no girl like I sure laugh loud loud.

I think I needa call Aunty Winnie for transport again. Huuuuuu.
Chem tuition. Vaivai.

A picture of my modified 散文. I need a title :o

Childhood memories

Yesterday during the assembly the teacher-in-charge kind of set a bomb on us warning us not to keep textbooks in school. Especially form 5 students. I didn't take it seriously cause I wouldn't really care xD
BUT after I went up to the class it was a bambood warzone with books and papers all over the tables and chairs o.o
Cause usually I stuff books into my desk until it was already really really packed, *I don't wanna bring books home!* so I was quite terrified lol. Half of the desks in the class were ransacked. I didn't know the teachers are so powerful. O.O
ok I believe in their capability now.
But sometimes I'm kinda dai sei one cause I always accidentally leave homework in school. can't do at home. Although this is a point la BUT I AM STILL RELUCTANT TO BRING BOOKS HOME.
No choice. So I brought the stacks of textbooks home. And I remembered Carmen laughed at me.
"唉?带课本回家啊?"
With a super sin grin omg. Suan me wa ksnsisdkdbdusosndb

After I went back home I just put the books aside didn't know what to do with them since I've never planned an appropriate place to place them. I expect to put them in my desk de lor o.o
Die die also must die a place for the books. So I cleared my book shelf moved aside all the useless stuff until I found my old letters from Yen Shin and Khar May.
Khar May I've no special feelings for the letters already since we've not meet each other for such a long time lol. But Yen Shin's letter really triggered my heart cause those are old memories but now she's still here beside me. Childhood friends, high school mates. Awesome lah. :3

And I found a book which belongs to me Kaelin and Keikei. We called it The Ice Cream Book. LOL. I found lotsa old secrets inside. Oh, I like to gossip and complain since young. HAHAHAHAH. Ok lah I admit that we were childish, but woots, nothing can buy these sweet memories ok B)

I have a mini box to keep those lil presents from my primary school friends and I found a lil pebble Arnold gave to me when I was 11. I remembered he said he wanted to give me and Keikei one pebble each cause he thought the pebbles are beautiful xD And an ostrich drawing from my ostrich "tablemate" Liang Wei. Aiyoh, memories.

WHY WE ALL SO CUTE WHEN YOUNG ONE O.O

And I found lotsa birthday and festivals wish cards with cute cartoons and all that stuff, one day I would rearrange them and keep them until I die :D

Ps, I hear people saying that when you start to embrace and miss your memories you're getting old.
Oh shit. I'm getting old.
Okay. Old jiu old. :)

A picture of the old lovely letters from Yen Shin.

TGIF

Okay its feeraaaiiidaaayyyeeeee!
Yor was so sleepy in the class especially during chinese class lol. For physics pn amelia taught electrical potential energy which even she is not really clear of. pokerface.
So we all ended up super blur, i would give a hard punch into anybody's face lol. don't confuse me lololol.
And before physics i left my file in the class so i ran all the way up to the third floor. Initially i didn't want to hahhahaa but idk why i decided to do so xD

Forgot to bring chinese file to school. Very good lor. No wonder i felt of lacking something. So my homework are all in that file :D yes. All. Sheeeet.
Recopied gong han right on the spot. Teacher said she wants us to leave lines. My gai su are without empty lines. 2 passages. Whaaaattttt!!
So i came back home to copy. But lao tian ye seemed to punish me. I copied once, without lines also. I cock eye ok i cock eye. Pokerface.

So just now i went for chemistry tuition mr wong explained on the meaning of "affinity" cause he mentioned electron affinity. HAHAHA I RELATED TO 0+1 BEHIND ME HAHAHAHAHAAH ok rachel said don't fatt hao in the middle of the night. :x

Mighty minds tmr I'm too lazy to go lol. Read some general facts now lah. Mm hmm..

A picture of my punishment by lao tian ye.

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Even though I'm sososososo sleepy I still insist to write what's currently on my mind.

I just wished kahyee happy birthday on 29th of February LOL awesome. Apparently she slept but I woke her up, yay x) Having her decent 60 seconds of birthday HAHAHHA pathetic hahahah!

I wrote a sucky chinese poem. No kick lah! But I've the kick to complete a 散文. No time lololol. Reasons. :P

My mind is a lil bit out of control now, I may say something silly. No I don't think so. TRYING MY BEST TO GET MY MIND IN CONTROL O.O
But the eyelids are flapping, heavy like tonnes of birthday cake lol!

Did not bring sweater to Edward Lim. Not really chilling tonight, I thought I would be shivering. HAHA

Ok I can't beat sleepiness. Nites peeps!

Stuff in school

I'm not really that free but still I insist to have a new post.
Ok lah maybe quite free. Busy with mental burdens only lol.

Last time I remember I wanted to have a journal book with me along wherever I go, just to jot down whatever cute or memorable incidents happened. And for 2 months time I had it, indeed, but now I think the journals were hidden in the big pile of books and random papers in my room. Lol.
Initially the cupboard was locked but slowly I realize that noone is interested with my locked cupboard HAHAHAHA so I unlocked it. But there is money inside.
Stupid. I don't think I should tell. Nvm I don't care.
So I still want a journal with me, not an electronic one cause manual journals are more precious :3
I would want a instant printer with me when I pursue my studies elsewhere. I would want to have a life journal which I've already regretted for not doing it during my high school life.
Although I'm still in high school. I'm not trying to make myself looking old LOL.

Glanced through my bag and I saw the stack of papers yenshin the kok printed for computer club members. Rachel laughed at her saying that she was stupid cause she can just project the infos on the screen for all to read. XD
The papers ended up with me cause unknowingly I was stuffed with a stack of paper then I realised it was huishan lolololol. I'm gonna use them a s my addmaths rough paper HEHE.

Had AGM preparation for koop today and it was so astonishing that koop is firing ajks o.o fine la i even raised both of my legs to agree but I didn't suggest anybody's name. Was sosososososo stunned that it would be her. O.O

Currently super hardworking for homeworks and stuff. Yesterday I almost finished every eingle homework except for sirwong and mrwong handouts. But so sad, 功课永远做不完的. Loads of homework awaiting me now. Shit. Nevermind. Must have positive thinking, 功课爱我,我爱功课 -_-

Since the weather is not bad today I shall go for a jog B) force me please.

Oh, a few days ago I realized that I've lotsa beautiful notebooks and random rough papers in my second drawer. Huishan would like them lol. But I can't find any reason to use such beautiful notebooks to note down qian da de homework. So I shall continue keeping them in the drawer until they rot. Yup.

Alyssa. HAHAHAHAHAHAA. just randomly thought of her and her gestures. Not sure if I can describe her well, so I decided not to HAHAHAHAHHA.

I just know that I kinda like to say HOU WAI LOR in school. Very gross lor, LOL.
And I started to tie a super tiny ponytail to school. It looked retarded, but... still retarded. Maybe a lil bit more than retarded. I'm a retard yeah.

Erm just saying. JUST SAYING.
Sometimes people get weird of having moodswings and stuff. And sometimes I can't take it so sometimes the moodswings swing to me.
I just offended a teacher in school today.
Thinking back what I've done in school, not long, just a few weeks apart, I think I've offended quite a few numbers of teachers lol. Shit. Must change. Attitude must change. Way of speaking must change.
Raise EQ. IQ as well. LOLOLOL.

Once again I think having words in a very lively way would be so sweet so I would try to write and express myself as often as possible. Cause I don't think I know how to express myself well lol. AND I HAVE A PROOF.

Reading what was written on top I think those are super random mind thoughts lol. Just like images flashing in front if your eyes so you write down whatever is seen hehehe. I think after a few years I would still remember what was I writing about. Perhaps xD

And I start to like blogspot. For some reasons cause it doesn't undo my long posts after I had sufferingly wrote such long posts. Hehe. This post is gonna be so dull without any photos. Wait a second.

Ahar. A picture I had on last Friday, all pink to Chemistry tuition. I would like to clarify that I don't hate pink anymore lol.

At those moments

I really don't know why at those particular sensitive moments, those sensitive words or letters or pictures or whatever  will just appear. Like they're trying hard to tease you, trying their very best to put you down.

Why are the five letters so influential? Shut the fuck up please.

Hoho huat ah huat ah

These few days kinda kisiao, in super hyper CNY mood. LOL maybe its because of the decos in school. Although I didn't give in la but I'm still proud of what we have this year cause my gang did them what. Hee.

Then on Monday morning or Tuesday I suppose, I saw yiwen bringing a paper bag written ah huat white coffee on it. And start from that day onwards the ah huat white coffee theme song becomes a trend in my gang HAHHAA.

Felix flew to Korea, my first reunion dinner without Felix, I don't know who to play with this year :c
Nvm lah I play with Elvis T.T Felix and Esmond will only be back on.. eh? Idk wor. Lol.
No companion this year. Sit aside play tab suan ler lol.

And idk which dress to wear tmr. Ask mummy to decide for me la.

Nicole and Vennie will be coming over in the afternoon. Haiyo need to cook one big lan chan.
Night time go to Jiu Jiu's place in Puchong lah. Mummy say good, no needa cook hahah. I prefer Felix' house. Cause its bigger prettier nicer and tastier food with funnier cousin HAHA.
GO WHAT GO LA. GO KOREA. MAKE SURE BUY SOUVENIRS AH. LOL.

Cny ma, must ban leng leng one. Since I'm so dark I needa to be chlorined. LOL.

Determination

微不足道的小事都支撑不了,当初学来的耐力、毅力、恒心,全都哪儿去了?
曾经引以为傲的学记精神,差点跟不上它的脚印了。精神随着学记证上的日期过期变质了?

做了才懂得后悔,虽然还不完全是无法挽回的地步,总是这样处理事情的方法我看不过眼。
原则被不知名的恶魔侵蚀,恒心也被吞没,久而久之啥都会化成尘沙,半点不留。

口口声声、字字砸地的虚言,须凭着那颗还燃烧者炽热的心,竭力实现。
不允许后悔这词再浮现。

捍卫原则的路,没有捷径。

It's never an easy task, it'll never be one.

You think I have the mood to think of a title?

Why did I change my mind?

The moment I don't have a platform to express my thoughts, since my mum is monopolying the line to download her bloody movies -.- Dafuq. And yet I've to endure all these!
Despite having the accumulating homeworks I've to do those unnecessary stuff.
And now I miscounted. Not really. I did not leave enough space for my bitchy penggajian table now I've to erase it all do again fark! WHY MAKE LIFE SO MISERABLE WHICH BLOODY FELLA DAMN YOU SHIT.
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Fine. I just have to endure and endure and endure. Endurance decides my sleeping time -.- I'm a ninja B| I can do it mm hmm. Fark you all out there free like hell.

Eh lines, you think I've that plenty of time to erase y'all one by one ah? Get lost la! Get lost from my sight!

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Kay now I've actually done with it lol.
And a lil small incident happened which made me go ....................
I really dk what to say but just ?#&@&!_-!&@(#($%($(#^!%!-!%#&#:#&@ and ..............................................

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I don't want like that lehhhh............................

Like what that person did last time ._.

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Fine.
Carefree.

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No words can describe them. D:
Pre-script: This post will be a super long one wanna read or not up to you lah! Cause I don't wish to forget any single detail :3
I thought it would just be another normal birthday I had like in the pass fifteen years. Unexpectedly I got lots of blessings and loves!

I shall start my story.

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As usual I was having Alex's and Edward's class la. And I admit that when Hui Shan and I was having Add Maths we talk a lot about Le Yang. Quite a lot yi xia la. LOL.
Then during Physics Kae Lin came. But she seemed nothinggggg only D: Kept asking me to buy sweets for her LOL. Ok la I knew she knew one. So I acted stupid also lor. XD
About half an hour before Physics class ended Hui Shan randomly took my phone don't know wanna do what. I thought she wanna read my texts or what la.. but I know she wouldn't la heheee xD
I peeked at what she was doing but she refused to let me see wor. OH HOR. I GET DAO WHAT SHE WANNA DO DY. Ok I continue act stupid. If not I'll disappoint her. I get dao only but I still don't know what she wanna do okay lololol.
So I went home, did Add Maths homework, cause I planned not to sleep already one xD I was expecting people to call me HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Then Jean texted me before 12. woohoo B)

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Then I was doing Add Maths lor. Didn't realise it was already 11+ lor. Then my phone rang lor. Peanut called lor. I saw the time, OH HOR. LAI LIAO LAI LIAO. Then blow water blow water but at the same time phone was vibrating like hell. Hui Shan's pre-set alarm rang HAHAHAH.
Kae Lin called too but too bad I was on a phone call takkanlah I say, oioi I hang up ah! VAIVAI. Wah so mean. So after I finished blowing water I gave her a text asking her to call back HAHAHAHA.
So she called back, wished and thing lor :D SHE REALLY GOT MY HEART ONE LEH HAHAHAHA.
Then Edwin texted me teeheeeeee. Not bad leh! Wished me at twelve. Not bad xia lar xD
Then Toh Thiam Kee texted. I don't know why I call him TTK cause calling his surname seems too formal, calling his name seems too.. weird pulak. LOL.
HE GOT MY HEART ALSO LEH SO MANY YEARS ALREADY STILL REMEMBER. He promised me he would wish me at twelve. Ok lor he did :) That Su Guan really forgot liao de lah I think. Same day also forgot. cheh! I didn't wish him also hahahaha.
Owh I forgot one thing. I got 7 missed calls after I hung up my phone o.o I called Le Yang back asking him to call back later cause.. I haven't reply all the texts HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE I don't know why I feel bad now. But nvm lah! He said he wanna take his iPad or what also. Good lor. No feel bad liao.
Then Guang Ye kept on calling cause he couldn't reach me. At last he got it sosososososo initially they said they wanna come to Sban on Friday wa. But they didn't lo. Ok lo. I was disappointed. =3=
Jiang dao this one Jay Jie said he wanna come also. Eat shit la. Bluff me one. Ning Yi also! He said he asked Hui Shan a what a. ALL LIAR. NO USEEEEEE DFAHSJKFALKSJDFHLAKDSFH.

write dao here I'm lazy to write dy -.- nvm I continue :( who knows, maybe someone out there very interested of my story. LOL

Aiya straight write what happened in school lar. After recess we were waving the retired teachers goodbye then Cheryl was so angry she came to me saying that a junior scolded her or something I didn't care aout what happened la actually I was thinking how to cheer her up only. Then we went up together we played the court game outside the class LOL. I didn't realize they were actually getting the surprise ready. I was the lawyer who fought for Cheryl ok! Kinda fun. Cause we spoke in Cantonese. Sounded so cacat HAHAHA.
Then don't know when Divyaa came up Yen Shin stood in the middle of us then both of her gave her a kiss on each side of her cheek. I didn't know that was to delay the time. 
After that we walked into the class together la. Divyaa was beside me then.. THEY WERE IN TWO LINES CLAPPING AND SINGING HB SONG O.O THEN I SAW THE CAKE. WAAAAAAAAAA I DIDN'T REALIZE LEH. The most awesome thing was Belinda actually knocked mine and Divyaa's head together LOL. I don't know why I see this silly thing as awesome, but it is lah!
After eating we decided to give some of the cake to Pn Rohana so we took two slices and went down. That chou Jean kept on asking me to give it to Ah Bock gor. I don't want lah! So embarrassing!
Pn Rohana wasnt there so we saw Ah Bock gor. Chou Jean said: You're left with only one choice. _)(*&^%$#@$%^%$#@!~!!!!!!!
We gave it to Pn Fadzilah lah lolol. Then we wanna give it to Mrs Lui but so lucky that daibo Siti Noraini was there. OH SHIT. So we snuck to her place gave it to her, daibo saw and yelled at us. LOL. Mrs Lui kinda like protected us and let us go LOL.
Oh and, Rachel gave me caramal chocolate. I SUPER LIKE LEH. SIBEH TASTY ALSFHSFHASKDFJHAUE.
Yiwen gave me a spongebob metal keychain. I LOVE METAL KEYCHAINS. Cause it matches my Mickey Mouse keychain xD and I remember Hui Shan got a Spongebob boxer from her hahah!

Then I went back home I checked my phone I saw a text from Chui Ting! OMO THIS IS XJ LOVE :3 and I got one from Winnie too teeheeeeee :D

I took a nap in the afternoon cause I stayed up so late last night, but when I was sleeping I remember I had Line texts. Then I peeked it was that sheep so I.. ignore lah! wake up only reply. HAHAHAHAHA PAISEH HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Then I got a call. Call woh. Cannot ignore one. Then I mong mong dong dong picked up I also dk what I said but it was Jiarong Shandy and Jieshen. So touched leh cause I didn't expect them to call! After that I on instagram I saw jiarong posted a photo to wish me. WALAO O.O <3 nbsp="nbsp" p="p">Zhen wen called too! I didnt expect him to remember wahahahaa.
Oh! Before that Jay Jie called. We talked for a while la. He said he wants to celebrate for me on Sunday evening. But he just got back to Sban wor. Ok lor fang guo ta. Owe me one present. WAHAH. and I asked him about huiqi he bia foul words. LOL. for twice o.o
Shara accidentally called me also. So she accidentally wished me hb again. LDM.
There's a number showing on my phone, called at 11pm. I forgot who leh. Mei you cun zai gan de ren, paiseh lah!

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Then I called ChaYi at 12:07am. HAHAHA. Her voice in the phone sounds so sweet o.o Kinda attractive o.o OHNO I BUKAN LESBO HOR. She said she didn't expect me to call wor. Second to call somemore o.o haiyo I got heart maaaaaa
And that Huishan sa sa di wished me at the last minute hahahaha! She wanna be special ma she like lo!
Nothing special la on 12th.

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This morning I was so high already cause Le Yang promised to give me present. He shouldn't tell ma right =3= Nvm lah still got a culture shock. LOL.
So I went to baoguan, the moment I open the door straight see that sheep's face. Culture shock. HAHAHA. Ok then the first thing I knew was Yeen Cheok and yao mei yi are the secretaries. O.O HA HA. I didn't say anything a xD

Jie Shen gave me a big bag. Inside was the 很出名的日本koala bear! HAHAHAHAH. I just like to add 很出名的日本whatever on japan cartoons. Once I saw this in Tesco I like the container so much but it was kinda useless so I didn't buy. BUT I REALLY LIKE THE CONTAINER! Idk why o, every present I received is what I like, frequency sama I think. HAHAHAH.

Then...Rocky came. I was sitting with KahYin that squirrel he asked us to go over. Then of course lah I ignored him HAHAHAHAHA. KELIAN. He came to us then he gave me a book lor. I didn't he'll give me also leh AHAHAHAH. I forced him to write something on the book, time and sign etc. Those are important la right! When you look back you'll think of those memories ahahahah.

Guangye gave me a surprise too wahahha! Peanut just randomly called me to go into the toilet then i saw guangye with his gardenia vanilla flavoured bread with a candle on top. I ZADAO GAOGAO O.O blow dy then i eat then he took a Secret Recipe chocolate fudge cake then.. ok liao lor not so zadao dy ahaahha! he scared waipin hapcou at the same time AHHAHAHA! so i quickly went out after eating LOL.

oh btw that bitchy Ah Sheng didn't come wor! but he left his present to haha zi kang huishan passed to me lor. it was with a mbo card he sent a long text bla bla bla so touching sia :D but in the end didn't get to watch. bu yao jiang liao -.- so sad -.- fahrenheit's first album leh! <3 p="p">
Then then then! We were eating in fei chai Peanut they all bought cake for us WAHAHAHAH! surprised lor. didnt expect it lor. and that hs said she knew everything wor! ekfjahlkshflkufhdifa!!! that cake ended up with me. havent eat yet leh. hahahahha.

then ahar. we squeezed in leyang's car. peanut hs chayi yeen cheok yoong sheng run long walao -_____- LONG LEG JIU SHI NOT GOOD DE!

HEN SIEN LEH I DONT FEEL LIKE TYPING ANYMORE -.- nvm one last thing. 

Then I didn't get to watch lor. Gek si wo lor. -.- Have to go home lor. When I was in Leyang's car I wanted to play my fahrenheit album so i crawled into the bonet i saw ipad. HAAHAHAHAHA. took a long time in there actually i was taking my own pics. HAHAHAHAHAH!!! dk whether he realized by now or not.
so he gave me a 570 grey calculator o.o SUPER CULTURE SHOCK O.O STRAIGHT YELLED WALAO ON THE PHONE LOL. But i like la cause since last year he was telling that calculator is good he likes it what what what so.. now im gonna use that HAHAHA. till college leh! no battery dy i'll change battery i wont buy a new one ady ahhahhaha.

Ok lah end of my story lah too long dy no mood to write dy.

vaivai lah. 

photos upload on instagram lah! ahahahaa

Ass Pee Am

Still in consideration on whether to take Chinese as my extra subject or not.

Despite having Accounts on my shoulders should I take one extra to balance both of my shoulders?

Malaysia's Educational Concept. WOW AWESOME.

-I didn't say anything-

In fact, tonnes of homework awaiting me to complete'em. I'm just reluctant to cut off my personal enjoyment time. Ok. Here comes a real poker face of mine.   -.-

So if I decided to go with Chinese in my Ass Pee Am, I completely know that I'll have to boost up my shitty writing skills, and my understanding ability in Gu Wen too. Here comes another poker face. -.-

Oh and, I've to memorize hundreds of idioms and sayings or whatever it is called in English, which I won't be using for the rest of my life. Maybe just being a better person for understanding them? Do I look like I'm gonna use them in my daily conversations? Maybe I will. When I'm having monologue. 

But if I gave it up, I am afraid that I might regret for my silly decision. Silly or not it's not now to know. In fact not having straight A's is not a big matter? But of course being a straight A's student feels and even sound better la. 

I'm too realistic.

Will it be really that hard for at least an A- for Chinese? I don't wish to drop it but I'm slowly seeing it as a burden. Paying extra effort for an extra subject which I don't have faith in. Good luck.

No matter what I've to come out with a decision. Registration will be soon. Just wishing that I could make up my mind as soon as possible. 

Oh. This is my habit. Gonna ditch it someday.