^^

As I grow up I find people around me not reliable anymore. It's truly saddening to slowly learn from the cruel society, the so called Society University.
Promises unkept, disappointment, lethargic days etc. Repeating the same routine day by day, I'm not sure how long will I take to get used to the current life. Make me numb asap.

The worse thing is when something puts you down, you're all alone, no one to be expected to care for you or whatever. You're gonna face everything all by yourself. Sometimes I do not understand why I gave others the opportunity to do so but I just did. Perhaps without further think about the consequences. These are just phases that I gotta go through in order to grow, to transform myself into a better person.
I thank you for teaching me a lesson.

Maybe my choice was wrong, I shouldn't so that at the first place. Let's return to zero.

#np Coldplay-Scientist